Executive Functioning

As I have learned about my children over the years with how to work with them best in raising them and in their schoolwork, I have discovered (to date) 2 of the 3 of my boys are ADHD, and have Executive Functioning weaknesses (often affiliated with ADHD but doesn't mean you can't have EF weaknesses anyways because I most definitely do!). We all have areas of weakness of course, but it's been neat to define it (I am a fan of knowledge). Learning what EF is and that it even exists has been life changing.

Let me share a basic run down of the 11 key Executive Skills at a very basic level:

1. Impulse control - being able to think before acting, or resisting the urge to do something

2. Working memory - ability to hold information in memory while performing complex tasks

3. Emotional control - managing emotions and being able to complete tasks or reach goals (while managing those emotions)

4. Sustained attention - keeping on task despite distractions, fatigue or boredom

5. Task initiation - ability to being projects without a-lot of procrastination

6. Planning/prioritizing - being able to make a plan to reach a goal or finish a task

7. Organization - ability to create and maintain systems to keep things in order

8. Time Management - recognizing time is important and being able to guess how much time you have, how to allocate it, and how to stay within times and deadlines

9. Goal-Directed persistence - completing a goal or job with an end goal in mind (ex: finishing schoolwork to earn a break/recess)

10. Flexible thinking - ability to revise plans or deal with obstacles or setbacks or new information. Being able to adapt to change

11. Metacognition - to be able to look at what you've done or completed and self evaluate (ex: How did that really go? Can I make it better? How am I doing?) - critiquing own personal performance

As you can see, and probably see in yourself or your children or someone you know as you read through those, there are multiple ways a person can struggle. Someone who has strong EF skills can do all of these things, and all of these things at the same time in some cases. What seems like a no-brainer to one, is a real struggle to another.

In my own family my one son has poor impulse control (which has resulted in some safety scares), has poor working memory (which may or may not be a learning disability for him), has poor planning/prioritizing, organization and metacognition skills. And the others aren't necessarily strong, but compared to the listed they are strong-er. :) Has this made it easy for us to work with him? Not always, but has learning about these, diagnosing, and seeking resources and additional helps helped? Absolutely. We have strategies in place that are ever changing, but also very helpful.

My other son is almost an exact opposite in some ways, yet struggles in the same weakness. He has very weak emotional control, sustained attention, task imitation, planning/prioritizing, organizing, time management, and metacognition as his top weaknesses. On top of it he has a fairly extreme (to me) Sensory processing disorder which is in some ways why some of his skills are weak. We work with an OT, and other people in order to help him know and feel good about himself and succeed academically and socially. It's alot of work, but knowledge is power. Knowledge has brought for me a significant amount of patience and love for my children. Without the "diagnosis" I was just constantly irritated and mad.

Homeschool has been a wonderful choice for us because of alot of these weaknesses. If he were at school I would be doing equal amounts of work to help him fit into the academic world, or more work for that matter! This way we have learned and sought strategies to provide a safe, loving, and accepting atmosphere for his learning (I say his, but I mean both of my boys for sure).

Myself: I have impulse control weakness but I have learned how to control it. I would say I have working memory problems because of my own educational experience. I have attention weakness if something isn't entertaining to me (and find myself bored easily and zone out if that's the case), I have great task initiation but not always great follow through on my ideas, unless it's very exciting to me. I have had to self teach myself how to be a flexible thinker - that is a definite weakness for me that I have to work hard on. So there you have it! It doesn't make me a bad person, it makes me aware of my shortcomings and strengths and gives myself an opportunity not to be hard on myself.

Last thing I wanted to share was a graph given to me at a recent talk I attended at the Alberta Children's Hospital regarding executive functioning:

So this chart was an exceptional addition to my knowledge bank. This chart is based on a "neurotypical" person. If your child has ADHD or autism, etc, they still can/do learn the skills, but just imagine the chart essentially the same, just dropped down lower than the one above.
In this chart we see that from BIRTH to age roughly 25 we are learning and developing our Executive Function skills. Yes theres a sharp incline of learning from 0-8, where it levels off, but we are still improving our "proficiency" til mid 20s. At that point it levels off for long time and it isn't til early/mid 30s where they start to ever so slowly weaken. So, when we joke and laugh about how we keep forgetting things, or managing time becomes harder the older we get, or we become more rigid in our thinking, etc, its actually true! Here is the proof (I believe this study was done at Harvard University)!

As I said, I really enjoyed this chart, it made me feel better about myself LOL. An interesting thought the speaker shared was that if we don't use it, we will lose it. It's important we always put a valiant effort into our skills and weaknesses.

So there you have it. This is my basic understanding of Executive Functioning weakness. I have read some excellent books on the topic, one being The Impulsive Disorganized Child. It has been my most favourite and applicable to our lives. I did read "Smart but Scattered" - I just found it more dry so I didn't get much out of it. Another excellent resource for raising kids has also been "Raising Human Beings" - teaching me how to more appropriately communicate with my kids and foster a 'compatibility' with them.

https://www.amazon.ca/Impulsive-Disorganized-Child-Functioning-Difficulties-ebook/dp/B00UVPG8KU/ref=dp_kinw_strp_1

Gilmore Girls - my opinions!

Okay - over the last 9-ish months I watched the entire Gilmore Girls series plus the "seasons" (I will call the Winter, Spring, Summer, Fall episodes the seasons for the sake of simplicity through the blog). And I have so many opinions I wanted to vent and share, so I figured why not get it out in a blog post, which in irony breaks a 2 year hiatus from my last blog post!

I also want to say that if you haven't watched everything, there are very clear and definite spoilers in this post.

First of all, in some ways this should be my last comment, but it's the one I most strongly feel about so i'm going to talk about it first:

 Logan and Rory
When Logan proposed to Rory I truly believe that she should have said yes at that point. Especially because they clearly have feelings for each other in the "seasons" as they have a side relationship on a fairly consistent basis and Rory clearly relies on/turns to Logan for a lot (plus I am sure the baby is his).
But, I have VERY strong feelings about the fact her reasoning of wanting a career first was ridiculous. For the previous 2-3 years they had juggled being apart and very successfully kept their relationship going. Yes they had problems, but all of her relationships did and she being a self centered women raised by someone like Lorelai, I don't suspect much less!  When push comes to shove though, For more years than not, Rory had a relationship with Logan who was always there for her no matter what and would have supported her through her Obama campaign and life ventures.

Rory and her other relationships:
Rory essentially had 3 main relationships and alot of broken hearts.

Dean: I was so happy to see Dean go. They rave about how he was such the perfect boyfriend and blah blah blah (they meaning Rory and Lorelai), but yet he was the most whiny, annoying one of them all. And the whole cheating portion of the series really made me angry. That's never okay no matter what you're feeling and its one of the reasons I find Rory's character so fake.

Sidebar comment about Rory: I never understood why everyone put her on this big pedestal. She was a home wrecker, cheating, spoiled rich girl who got what she wanted when she wanted it - sure she was kind to people, but that doesn't undo the other stuff.

Jess: I always liked Jess. He was a neat character and it was nice to see Rory have to be hurt instead of doing all the hurting (Dean, Dean's ex, Marty, even Paul at the end, and Jess in some ways). I thought he was a great match for her but at the same time he needed years of growing up. By the end, I love the parallelism between Jess is Rory's Luke, and Logan is Rory's Christopher. But I do think she should have ended up with Logan. But Jess would be a great choice as well! (I feel the same about Luke and Christopher - both were acceptable)

Logan: Rory may have been raised by Lorelai, but she was a "Gilmore" through and through and Logan was her perfect match to match her high maintenance personality. Logan was fun and exciting and pushed her to new limits and then of course his father had all the connections to what she wanted out of life (I won't be talking about the Huntsbergers at this time lol). Logan also truly loved her. I can't know for sure if he'd be faithful to Rory considering he wasn't faithful to his fiancée WITH Rory.

Loralai
Oh Lorelai. She was ridiculously funny and that speaks alot for her character, but her apple didn't fall far from her tree - she was so self centered and the queen of the world. The more I think about her as a character, humor doesn't go that far when you treat everyone around you like garbage. Her mother and father, Luke, Christopher, Jason, Max, etc. were all by products of her horrible relationship skills.  She is really quite a trashy person actually the more I think on it! She treats Sooki horribly (granted I do know the show wasn't about Sooki, but rarely did you EVER see her ask how she was, she only used Sooki as a sounding board - 1 way friendship), and she did that with everyone in the show far as I could tell.

I most was disappointed in how she treated her mother. Now don't get me wrong - Emily was a fairly snot faced nasty herself, but how many times did Lorelai hurt her mother through the series by not calling her when something big happened. And then Lorelai would apologize and do it again 2 episodes down the road! Like come on - don't be such a jerk! She trashed Emily and Richard every chance she could and I hated that - but again, I know why they did it (for the sake of the entertainment of the show)

Seasons
Now the seasons - I really liked the seasons minus the weird "musicals" and dance-offs they had an overwhelming abundance of, but I hated the ending. If you're going to end it like that I really think they should have planned a continuance of the show.

Here's my full thoughts on the end on why I think Logan is the father. In the "seasons" she slept with only 2 characters: the "wookie", and multiple times: Logan. Now don't quote me on this, but I think the one night stand happened too many weeks back so it felt like she'd be farther along by the time she told Lorelai.

But! with Logan, the conversation with Christopher (who I alluded earlier in this post that I felt was a parallel between  Logan being "Rory's Christopher") about whether he wished he'd been more involved, etc makes me think it's Logan. ALL THAT BEING SAID - Logan would NOT be like Christopher (mainly because neither of them are 16 years old but rather 32). They were totally head over heels for each other, and Logan would be a very actively involved father I feel if he were given the chance, but back to my comments about Rory being self centered and "all about her" I could see her keeping it from him (or whoever the father is). ...and if they continued the show that would be when Jess would step in as the one who has always deeply cared for only Rory to save her.

But on another note: if this is a case with their long history that if it IS Logan's baby, they really should just get married and Rory can try and end this vicious cycle that her mother started of "needing to be independent and alone until I decide its best" mentality.

Lol. Did I express myself well? Anyways, that's what I feel - I don't respect the Gilmore Girls as people, but I certainly found the show entertaining and obviously it made me feel alot of emotions for various characters! Which to me is great entertainment :)